The person I am not nice to
I realised this week there is someone I see on a daily basis that I am not nice to.
This person is not nice to me and sometimes ignores me. It really annoys me.
However, I realised this week I am not nice to them.
So they are not nice to me in return.
Non-Stop Fighter
The other big realisation I had this week was that I saw the fighter in me.
I am on the defensive a lot.
When someone is speaking, I am analyzing what they are saying and making up mind about what they are saying.
I remember someone saying human is a non-stop fighter.
When I was walking through the supermarket today, I saw how I was in fighting-mode, even though I was just walking in the supermarket with no reason to fight someone.
I felt my body being moved and carried forward by my inherited habits.
I am grateful I can see I am this way.
Otherwise, I would have lived my whole life as a person who protected themselves.
I may have become a very lonely person who could not escape my suffering.
And I would not be able to appreciate the many gifts the world is giving all the time.
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